So I have this problem where I want to fall in love and then get heartbroken so that I could listen to all the playlist sad song playlists and this is a pattern I have noticed so the problem here is I think I've got habituated to pain and does abuse feel like love to you? A person who is mentally abusing you or physical assault?
Rebel Drace
@itsmeRebelDrace · 0:45
But I still kind of have a conflict with this, and I don't know, I agree with you, and I don't agree with you at the same time, so I think we have to agree to disagree here. Thank you. But thank you so much for your response. It means a lot to me. Thanks
Hello. Hi, Rebel. I saw your post and I felt like replying to it. So this is about my journey of getting into a relationship. Because when I started my relationship, it was all amazing. It was like I'm at the top of the world that I got this person as my partner. Then I feel very elated and ecstatic about it. Like, oh my God, I'm the top of the world
Swell Team
@Swell · 0:15
Rebel Drace
@itsmeRebelDrace · 4:33
And the only thing that you can do is self doubt and try to understand where did you lack, what did you do wrong, where did things start to go wrong? You try to figure out the point where it all began and everything. You're so busy, they keep you so busy trying to keep them happy that you would not realize how much they are abusing you, how much to what degree things are going to ruin you
Life is not going to go in a very linear way. There are always going to be ups and downs in life. So how you deal with the downs. It's all going to make you who you are. Yeah. It's a journey. Healing yourself is also a journey which you can focus on, which will help you in coming back to who you are, in gaining your confidence back and not letting other people deceive you, betray you, or treat you poorly. So, bye