𝙼𝚊𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐: 𝚂𝚊𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚆𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙸 𝙽𝚎𝚎𝚍
There is nothing compelling about having to guess how you feel. Your blank stare through me pierces all my vulnerabilities and as I've taken off my shields to let you see me, you leave me defenseless and raw and waiting. Please say something, let me know I've been heard I need more than the utterance of unintelligible words it's the twisting of a dagger into a fruitbearing womb
And then I'm waiting for a response, for a reply, for an acknowledgment of what I'm going through. And there is none. Just a blank stare. You captured that in such an amazing way, and it was so simply sweet and to the point and eloquently spoken. It was f****** fire. I just have to reiterate my sentiment from the beginning. F****** fire
It took me so long to do so myself and not just be absorbing everybody's energy. I mean, even just reading that poem back, it took a minute for me to come away from that feeling because I left the feeling inside of it and rereading that, just reiterated it and put me right back there. Which is a beautiful thing, but if you're not careful, can easily exhaust you. F****** fire. I'm honored. I am totally honored
I'm excited about the YouTube and you're about to do. I'm excited about the new platforms you're not afraid to tap into because of who you are. That movie is about to go forth. So I'm excited for you and I hope you continue on and on and on. And as we encourage one another, as we look forward to this journey, we're going do this thing together