𝙺𝚘𝚗𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝙿𝚒𝚎𝚌𝚎: 𝙾𝚞𝚛 𝟷𝚜𝚝 𝙰𝚗𝚗𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚊𝚛𝚢 & 𝚊 𝚋𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚏 𝚞𝚙𝚍𝚊𝚝𝚎
That time and period in my life, I had no desire to be with anybody for a very long time. I was really getting used to being not just single, how people say I'm single, as in I am available. I was not available at the time when I was single. I was learning myself and learning how to be alone after being with someone else. Because regardless of if it was good or bad, there was someone else there
I had a roommate and then I immediately had my partner at the time after that, roommate was gone. And from that point I didn't have the alone time. I didn't understand what that would would be like or feel like. And at first it was terrible and then it started to be great. It started to be amazing. I really started working on myself
Because even prior to having a relationship, I was not always experiencing that level and that kind of freedom. And it felt really good. I was so okay with me, I was so okay with just being by myself. Like I had no interest in anyone. And that was a good time in life. It really was a good time in life. Not that this isn't, but it was at some point along that journey, I think that I was getting signs that I was healed enough
Swell Team
@Swell · 0:15
I need to feel something that I have never felt before and something that's so undeniable to me that I have no choice but to know that this person is my person and the person that I am supposed to be with and that is supposed to be with me. And here comes the intentional portion of this as well because I am not necessarily a skeptic, but love was not I was not good at it
Because you should if you think that you're going to be with somebody that ain't going to get on your nerves or you're not going to have fights with somebody lying to tell you that
And it's wonderful when we expound upon those things, but then there are so many things, like our communication. Like, God really was like, girl, I got you. Here you go. You go for this. Your life will be filled with love for as long as you're on this earth with this person, period. Like, she's a physical representation and manifestation. I don't have enough time to explain it
Heather Robin
@Heather4Robin · 0:26
Hey, it's Heather and Robin. And we just listened to part of your story, and we just want to know or want to wish you happy anniversary. And we're glad that you spent some time getting to know yourself so you could really be there for your person and yourself. And we hope her surgery heals well if