Feeling more alone than I ever been. With panic attacks. I never in my life have I felt so bad. The family that I had, that it was destined, it was in a single moment was gone. Everything crumbled up. And I thought I was going to die. I cried, inconsonable for many days and nights. Many months went by. I cried for help. And no one was there. Alone. Just alone. I found myself with nowhere to go