And it's just kind of like, yeah, there are wounds here. There's suffering, there's sadness, there's despair, there is and then there's also this. Those things are true, and they do deserve our attention, but for how long? And I also think about that saying that people say, like, time heals, all right? Time requires no effort from us
Symonè Speaks
@firebellybella · 5:00
I saw a swell recently about the idea of purpose, and I used to remember a version of myself that thought my purpose was to heal, to heal myself, my mother and my family, my generational. Curses and trauma. And I want it to be a savior, a martyr, a healing martyr. I wanted everyone to heal themselves. Look. Look at it. Look at your wounds. Look at your pain. Look at your trauma
I just have so many thoughts on the things that you said. I am navigating. The loss, very sudden loss of my 20 year old daughter. Woke up one night, she wasn't home and she was supposed to be home about 2 hours before and went out to find her and found crime scene tape instead. Got to the scene, finally got an officer to speak to me and took like 45 minutes and boom, she was gone
It is ever changing, and it's just ebb and flow. And there's something about that that I need to not detach myself from. But you're right as far as we can get. So hyper focused on a negative thing and on negative things, and even my loss of my daughter, the weird part about it is it's not all negative. I am glad she passed from an accident and did not take her life, but she had been struggling for several years