Childhood trauma that comes back as an adult have you had this experience how did you deal with it are you still dealing with the trauma ?
The waves start hits me in my head. I go under. I have no skills in swimming with waves. I'm right by the lifeguard, holding on to the edge, crying for help. And the guy just did not see me or hear me. And I think I just walked myself all the way down to the end. At one point, I looked up and I saw my mom just frantic on the side of the pool at the end, calling my dad to come