The discomfort you will feel you feel will come from several places, your own internalized biases, your own shame, anger, and most importantly, the beginning of growth. Mark Twain once said, education consists mainly in what we have unlearned, and he was definitely correct. We should hold ourselves accountable for what we're taking in and willing to change is the key to unlearning. Read, observe, listen, study, retain. There's nothing wrong with being taught the wrong things that wasn't your fault