And it made me think to myself, especially when I reflect on people who have either committed suicide, who are still living in this world, addicted. What is it that would make somebody stay in that state? And I found myself in a space where I was feeling relatively low. And I felt so low because I had came from a place where I had just felt quite high. I was in the woods, and I felt my body vibrating. It literally was like, Derek, welcome home