It's a day I officially recognize how my mother just abandoned me, that she didn't have the capacity to love me, care for me, because I was at the pinnacle of one of the greatest fights that I was unaware that I needed to be in in order to find my own freedom and heal. Whatever happens to you is your fault began a season of loneliness and isolation, and it required me to dig deep into my soul and find the strength that I never had before