Braxxton Brown
@Br33zy · 4:58
I just want to be understood and loved. Thats all.
You know, I have an understanding of that because it's like no matter what you do, no matter how kindly you approach something, no matter how humbly you approach something, no matter how much you contain those emotions that you just want to let out and scream and cry because you're not being cared for the way that you desperately need, I can I have that understanding, you know, and I'm, you know, I'm hopeful and I pray that I never get to that point in my life where I feel that I have to do those things or do something that drastic
Erica Jean
@HeyItsErica · 4:08
So, you know, I'm not a person who, you know, is suicidal or anything like that, but it doesn't hurt to show sympathy and empathy to those who do consider it. We were placed in this world that we didn't ask to be in. A lot of people who are very assertive and efficient know what they're doing and getting along in life. They may listen to you and I and think something is terribly wrong with y'all. But I've made up my mind
Braxxton Brown
@Br33zy · 0:29
Hey, Miss Erica. I sent you a. I sent you a private message. Like, I just. I feel like maybe it's just a more challenging day for me, and I'm doing my best to bounce out of it. I'm responding to swells. I work from home, so I've been working and stuff like that, so I forgot where I was going with this, but, yeah, I sent you a private message, though
Swell Team
@Swell · 0:15
Angela Kaye
@AnngieKaye · 4:16
But definitely this line that says, I had fainted unless I had believed to see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. As someone who did have suicidal ideations, who, in September of 2019, wrote a note that if I could find a picture of it, I can send it to you. The ink is a little bit smeared because there were
Braxxton Brown
@Br33zy · 4:55
I even wrote, like, letters about not being here anymore. But I felt like, because, you know, when people have done that or when, like, people in my family be like, oh, that's a cry for attention. And thankfully, I was able to somehow work through that. And, you know, I don't want to see myself as being dramatic because at that point in time, I just felt like, I felt defeated
Kitha Larie
@chitchatwithkk · 4:58
What you're talking about, I think we've all failed it to some kind of extent. I'll tell you that. In the last eight years, I pretty much lost everybody who was close to me, people that I thought that I would have for life. You know, I went through some best friends that I've lost at my roughest times. I've gone through a relationship I thought that was going to last and be something wonderful that didn't develop like I wanted to
Braxxton Brown
@Br33zy · 3:29
Like I said, I think today is just more challenging than others cuz I, you would think by now, because I've, I've gone so far in my healing journey to understand what my triggers are, what I do and don't like
Kitha Larie
@chitchatwithkk · 1:09
Hey, thanks so much for responding back. I have an assignment for you. Yes, I have a task for you, and because I want to welcome you to the wonderful world of being an empath, and I want you to go. If you have not researched being an empath, I want you to go and I want you to look at it. Because just from me listening to you, I feel that you also have that gift. And I am an empath myself
Braxxton Brown
@Br33zy · 3:27
So I don't like as much as I meditate and things like that and try to keep my energy up and stuff, I don't really like, I guess practice. Like, you know how some people are, like, you know how they know that stuff is going to happen or this. And third, like, I don't really. I guess I don't really practice that. But yeah, I'm familiar with being an empath