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Bowie Rowan
@bowie · 0:47

Perfidy: A Story

article image placeholderA Woman Without Secrets
Perfitting in in in in in in in in in in that dream where I meet when she finds me and he is in the other room. She wakes me by pulling down my underwear. Slowly, I recognize her once I feel her mouth against the inner folds of me. Softly, she speaks secrets there and I begin to cry, uncertain of what exactly I am feeling. She stops, looks at me sweetly and puts a finger to her lips. Be quiet

"In that dream where I meet his ex-lover..." #writing #love #fiction https://s.swell.life/SSOZwZLbcgAn7eF

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Bowie Rowan
@bowie · 0:16

II

Two. When he leaves home, I go through his journals, scanning each page for my name. I don't show up as much as I wish I did. I think I am trying to find out more about him, but I realize I am only in interested in myself
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Bowie Rowan
@bowie · 0:16

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Three. I look her up once a month. At least. What am I looking for? Evidence. I guess that something bad has finally happened to her. I imagine her body broken and bruised. I try not to imagine. Imagine her dad
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Bowie Rowan
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IV

Four in the dream where I kill her. She is so sweet to me. She lays back as I punch her face in. She barely weeps. I know she understands because she hates me as much as I do her
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Bowie Rowan
@bowie · 0:06

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Five. I never dream of killing him, although I wish I did
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