Learn to do it for myself as I cannot count on others. God is my only true friend, my savior always there when humans aren't too consumed with their selves. Not hating, gestating truth. Focused on myself as well. No time for grief, chief. To keep my mind steady. Sleep to explore my universe. Watching the waves crash from my penthouse. Enjoying the company of awake ones. Okay, and now I'm jumping back on here because I didn't post them