It's not because you don't want to cry, but because you can't cry when your dad is in front of you and you try your best not to shed a single drop of tear when he's blaming you and not listening to you. You want to explain things but just simply can't because of the lung forming in your throat which restricts you from speaking yourself. It's not only physically painful, but mentally too
Hi. So this has happened with me a lot of times because I'm someone who doesn't want to show other people that I am weak or I'm although I do know that crying is not a sign of weakness, but you just don't want to be vulnerable in front of others. So that's that's something that has happened with me a lot of times is lumped in my throat. I want to cry, but I can't because someone is in front of me