And I used to pray to God that I was pretty sure he was talking to other women, but I didn't want to know because I knew the moment that I'd find out, I'd have to deal with it. And I didn't want to go through another divorce. And I thought for sure, leaning on God, I could get through anything. I absolutely hate my husband. My ex husband. And I'm struggling right now, trying to get that hate out of my heart
Barbara
@PastorBarbara · 5:00
Let me just say too, it's got to be tough going through a grieving process because when someone gets divorced, there is a grieving process. There's a process that one goes through when you've had a loss and or when someone's been betrayed and neither one of them are easy. But I hope for you that you belong to a Bible based church, that you continue to trust in God, that you spend this time really in his presence, perhaps in consecration
Barbara
@PastorBarbara · 4:57
You. This is part two. I was saying that I really invite you to be gentle with yourself. If you have a pastor or a spiritual advisor or someone who's an elder in your church, to make use of them, sit with them, cry with them, let them cry with you, let them sit with you, pray with you so that you're not physically by yourself all the time