He forgot completely and won't bring it back up ever. Forgiveness is a done deal. No, Regurgitation. God doesn't keep bringing it up. Stop punishing yourself for God's, not punishing you. Lord, take my shattered pieces and make a masterpiece of my broken places called the mosaic. Kintsugi for his broken places are sealed with gold. Where there is value in our brokenness. That's how the light gets in. God values you