I had a lot of issues because of things that have transpired in my past. At that time, I was finding any way to numb myself so that I could continue on without cracking, without fracturing. But little did I know I was already fractured. I was already broken. What I needed to do was let God pick up my brokenness and the pieces of me that no longer need to be and put me back together in his grout to make me into a mosaic