Andrea Gallinger
@ARae86 · 5:00
Broken hearted? Another horror movie like dream
So they're walking away like they're shutting the lights off, and they pull the sternal retractor from my chest. And I'm looking at myself, lifeless. And I can see everything. And I'm a very, very squeamish person. I'm the last person in the world that would ever want to watch any kind of surgery. So the fact that my own brain was showing this to me was beyond disturbing and baffling. But I could see everything inside my chest