I lost more contacts because of this. I separated myself because I now had trust issues. No, I don't have trust issues. I had major trust issues. You know, troubles come from all doors. Along with the sleepless nights began to develop. Poor selfconfidence, social anxiety, panic attacks and whatnot. It was a complete mess. My parents, they won't worry about me. They thought that I was into something bad. They used to scream at me, shout at me