You've been following your own will all your life. God's been waiting on you to turn to his side, to turn to his will. He has a plan in store for you. Turn your purpose towards God. Look at how much you've gone through in your life. Look back on your trials and tribulation. Look past. Look on your past, on the good things that have happened and the bad things. Look at the bad things and look at them as good. You made it