Can't empathize or imagine the debilitating and agonizing and murderous symptoms, reactions, behavior, result of trauma, unworthiness life force destroyed. Depression without energy, gravity is exponentially denied and heavier. A fate in existence that is crueler than most can imagine. Shame death. It deceives its victims. PTSD, the Afflicted and his her wood. And all that she loves is beyond the endless wall. Rabbit hole wormhole. Time stops. Time won't slow