But despite it all, I've managed to keep my head up and continue fighting throughout. Be proud of what you have gone through and mostly what you have begun. Stop being so hard on yourself. Everything will make sense to you one day. All the pain, heart and frustration will become worth it. Remember, everything happens for a particular reason. You are in the exact place where you are meant to be right now. So breathe. Be patient and trust the course of your life