Parents, mother and fathers, but not knowing fully the damage I was causing and the pain I was bringing. My mother in particular, being the eldest, my mother, it pained her to see her oldest son, at 15, 1617, going to court, being sentenced. I'm standing in these courtrooms and I'm looking out into the pews and I don't see my mother. Not because she don't want to be there, she can't be there. She can't travel