Whether that's working out, meditating, dancing, I have got to find something to do. If anyone listens, I am very much up for suggestions on how, maybe if you have a stepchild, how you dealt with their dislike or their disdain or whatever. Because as of now, I have to wash my hands for my own peace of mind. And. And it's still hard because I love her, despite. And I definitely love my grandkids. But again, that's how it is