Voice of my brain: "Trust no one"
Never ever get emotionally attached to the people who are not yours and cannot be yours. Because no one in this world is true and loyal as like you praying. God is different from being kind to the people around you. When you literally pray to the God and ask Him to heal yourself, try to surround yourself with the people who can understand you, not with the people who are supposed to taunt you and who supposed to put you in the problems and who are so jealous of you