SAVEYAH ❤️
@saveyahxiera · 3:37
Mommy Dearest
Stuck between the veil of existence as my physical body is present in this world. But my being my being was shunned the moment I took my first breath. And I choked on the oxygen, instantly denoted an outcast black sheep convicted of insanity. And I reached out. I tried. I requested an appeal. I begged for a chance to explain, but my words poured up. Butane and I was accused of duplicity. Why won't you look at me?
Shed it seems like there's only like few and far between of loyalty out there anymore. I was adopted by my aunt. I was told that my parents died in a car accident when I was younger. Basically growing up, even though I thought my mother was my aunt, I was scared of her and I ran from her. I thought she was gross and scary and stuff. She had pin needles all through her arms and stuff. And my mother would say, give your aunt a hug goodbye
SAVEYAH ❤️
@saveyahxiera · 5:00
I grew up a lot around my aunt, actually, and I knew she was my aunt, but my mother was never around. My mom was a junkie, and so she couldn't really take care of me and my brother when she was around. I was playing mommy, and I had to grow up pretty fast. But I was disgusted of both my mom and my aunt. Not necessarily my mother, actually
SAVEYAH ❤️
@saveyahxiera · 3:53
And you can't heal in the same place that broke you, which means parents, friends, teachers, strangers, ETCA. Literally, anybody who has caused harm and continues to cause harm shouldn't have access to you, especially while you're healing. And healing takes time, but you'll never heal if you don't make the decision to choose yourself. I'm still learning who I am, but I choose myself. And I owe nobody a f****** thing