Never mind the rust or the abandonment or the sabotage or the self sabotage or the wandering in the wilderness, taking gallons of lighter fluid, soaking every inch of myself than placing the box of matches in your hands, knowing the outcome, knowing the difference between right and wrong, but still having faith that you wouldn't do the things I knew you would. That you were exactly who you said you were. That you loved me the same exact way that I loved you

very heavy #spokenword piece, i choked up like twice but the second part will be in the reply

@saveyahxiera
SAVEYAH ❤️
@saveyahxiera · 0:46

pt.2 #spokenword

I scream for hours and nobody came to save me. They came to watch. And they told me I'm to blame for being powerless. But you are greed in a human body and I am paying for it. Unapologetic rage. I will destroy you. You think I can't hear you breathing, but I know you're there. When I die, I'm taking this with me. When I die, I'm taking you with me. You thought you could just watch me with her
@DBPardes
Deborah Pardes
@DBPardes · 0:44

@saveyahxiera

Sevilla, I wanted to just thank you for this intimate moment with you, your deep rage, your complicated emotions. And this just brought me so much into your heart space and it's comfortably uncomfortable, if I could say that. And I really just I just love when these things are part of our community. And I just want to thank you and I hope you stay here and continue to express your beautiful language and what you are. And it's just pretty awesome
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