But sometimes she would catch him in the kitchen coming back from an appointment, and she would wrap her arms around his waist and he would have to spin her around. In these moments nothing had changed. They were overcome with love rather than sadness. She would pick up Bo and he'd want to hold her all over again, more so this time, but she couldn't because she was just so, so tired. The days came closer and closer together. The bad ones started to outpace the good