And then I look back at the song and I'm just like, wow, I wonder what happened to this level of self confidence that I had. It really astonished me when I looked back at it. I do remember being in that age range of ten to twelve, and I had a really steady sense of self confidence. I think I had some insecurities at that point. But it's like, even then I remember knowing that I was a bit different. My laugh was a little different