And I think there is some level of self destructiveness or just, like, a level of a lack of care on my part that I recognize was evident when I reflected on varying, like, periods or seasons of my life or varying actions that I took. I think about my inner talk. I think about myself talk, I should say. And like, that voice inside of me and what that sounds like when I was younger, the self talk, the interval, it sounded very positive
Mason Touchstone
@Touchstone · 2:11
How am I willing to allow people to treat me and not all the ways that I'm allowing this to happen and people to treat me and to treat myself would line up do do I care about myself? Pt it's been on my mind quite a lot and I appreciate it. I think this is the first thing I've replied on to here because it really touched me. I appreciate the vulnerability and I hope sharing this vulnerability with you affirms your choice to speak about this. I appreciate you you
I thank you as well for your vulnerability and for your candor. You know, I resonated with quite a bit of what you said, you know, the punishing yourself, the recognition that there was, like some form of instability in your life