I think as this month of June starts, there are actually things that they're turning around for me, and it seems like it's about to turn around for me, you know, but I'm waiting for it to all actually come together and for me to be like, okay. And have the tangible evidence that, yes, that hard time is officially over some type of official marker. So I can actually allow myself to celebrate and feel like, okay, you know, I've done it
May, for me, has also been just really rough. And I totally feel you about putting in feeling like you put in a lot of effort, but then not enough at the same time. And I have noticed that I've been trying the same things over and over again and expecting a different result. But, yeah, now I'm slowly trying to do different things and just realizing how hard that is for me to truly make different decisions
In terms of allowing yourself or feeling like you're in a space where you can think bigger, dream bigger, and where new things like new opportunities, new ventures and stuff like that that they're opening up for you. I definitely super duper relate with you on that