I just want to tell you bro you are the most prettiest person and that is definitely decided on your deeds and how you are in the heart if your heart is nice you are beautiful and nothing on the outside matters honestly the negativity around you doesn't matter at all they have no words as long as it doesn't penetrate into you like a boat there can be an ocean of water and you can still be doing good if there's no water in your boat but if the negativity comes in through if the water comes in your boat then it will definitely sink