I don't really think that there was a pivotal moment that I was like, okay, I'm a grown up now, raised by a single mom, oldest of, you know, of just me and my brother, and then later on finding out I'm the oldest of five, actually. But, you know, just. Just that survivor spirit. It's like, when did I grow up? I think I came out of the womb ready for the world, so no idea