I really wish I could convey how many times I try to stay away more times than you can count all the times you've never known about when you're wrestling with me in my dreams and in my waking, when I'm still still thinking about you, when I really should be forsaking your name and everything that you represent in my life because you've taken me there to low low, but you've also brought me some pretty high highs, so I'm down to be your alibi