I did everything I could do in my capacity, but I would not say it all went in vain. The process is transformative and it certainly made me into a better person. But career wise, I am still at zero and I am not able to make the life for myself and for my family that I imagined. But my spirit is not broken. Know that I have something in me and I am here to do something good
Hi. I also believe most of the time we undergo this stage called dilemma. We are not so sure what decision to take, what to move forward with, what to stop, what to continue and all. And at that particular time, lots and lots of questions keep popping up in our mind and we'll not be able to get answers to most of the questions. What our mind ask, what our mind tells, and what our heart says are completely different
Benedict G
@Asktheturtle · 2:46
But then, as far as the job is concerned, who will give him a job? I mean, he's not a techie. He's not one of those people with this newfangled skill sets which actually puts him in a very difficult position from a psychological point of view. But you won't believe it. I keep telling him, or I kept telling him that keep going, keep going. Sometimes, as long as don't give up sometimes what happens?
Swell Team
@Swell · 0:15
Himanshi Thakur
@GreyMatter · 4:50
So yeah, I'm grappling with these questions on a daily basis and this feeling of dissatisfaction just sometime creeps in. At the same time, my mental health has improved a lot and especially when I started working in this new venture, I started feeling good. Financial independence is fun, it's nice, and everything is great. I'm more grateful, and I am thankful for the journeys that I've undertaken. I'm not demeaning anything, or I'm not pulling all my efforts down
Himanshi Thakur
@GreyMatter · 1:10
You try to work for your dreams harder and harder and harder, and you don't see any outcome. And it just deteriorates your confidence and your peace and your self esteem, and you start second guessing yourself that whether I am taking right decisions or not or there's so many millions of thoughts and negative, actually, that is the problem. But thank you very much for understanding what I'm trying to speak and supporting me and giving this wonderful reply. Thank you very much. Bye