So I don't even feel like I'm necessarily justified in these emotions because if I'm honest, I wasn't there for legit reasons. I knew he wasn't good for me. I told him as such, verbally. I even told him he didn't deserve me. He said, you're probably right
Oh, it's because my dad didn't love me or my mom was whatever my mom was. No, it's me. What is wrong with me? Why do I have a block? And why do I keep trying to attach to people who really are not going to be able to love me the way that I need to be loved? I'm not sure anybody understands and they may be a few people who do. To have others tell you how things are going to go