I forget about my free spirit, my dharma or my nature as a human being, my karma or my deeds as a free human being. What I should do and my saskar or my values somewhere takes a backseat. And I was so driven by my activity, so called focused job that somewhere planted in my mind by others and system by and large as a whole, whole, right. So now at any point, me or anyone can break the cycles of our life and become free again