And I have experience on wanting to resist what is naturally happening, but just talking about that purpose and what that looks like, I've recently been writing my book again. I had a blog on blog Spot about 13 years ago, and it's still there. It's called Confessions of a Reform fat Girl. At one point I was 300 pounds, and I'll talk about that later. But in terms of confessions, the blog that I had, it was supported