And, I mean, you know, it makes you think, like, it's very scary how when you're at a younger age, it's not something that you're thinking about when you're developing, you know, deciding to have a child and pepper in a, you know, a father that unalives himself when you're six years old, failed relationships of people that he is expecting to have as, you know, a role model, and just finding out at a very young age what your dad did to leave this world by someone that really shouldn't have been authorized to divulge that information until later