So this is about stability that I'm talking about unsettled and the Vagabond life and all that may seem very interesting, but there are few aspects which I also faced in my academic line and especially in Hobbies, because it's very difficult to actually get into the eyes of your teacher, of your guru that you are actually special. But by the time you are, you have a new teacher altogether. So that's something I felt, which was very difficult to cope up with