Even today, as I seek these connections, where maybe it's within westernization that I'm not able to fully grasp, because somehow the pieces don't fit, if that makes sense. So this is just my little rant of how I think my thoughts are coloring the way I see. And obviously there's many things I'm grateful for in how I live in a western world, but also things that I grieve because I've been removed from them. So any contributions would be helpful