I feel like that's what it is inside me, how I feel on the inside. Especially because for the past two days, you know, someone is not good for your energy. And automatically you come around them and they make you mad. That's how you know someone isn't good for you. And I'm perfectly fine with sitting out here in the rain right now because I'd rather be out there than in there that's sad. That's so sad
And I'm just sending so much love and support and faith that you can get yourself out of the situation if it's no longer serving you and if you're able to find a better situation for yourself. And also on the point of anger, I totally agree. Like, anger can be used for good. It is one of the things that really gets us to act and stand up for what's right. So I think your anger is beautiful and it's strong
And I really believe and I know for a fact I have a feeling just by the way you're speaking that you have such a big calling in your life and you have no right to be in a place where somebody is mistreating you or they're judging you or saying stuff or doing stuff to you. You have the right to move on
But thank you for confirming everything that you said, though, because honestly, today just was not a good day for me. It just was not a good day for me. And I really hate it when people try to use that whole I don't know if anyone else experiences growing up, but they say, this is my house. So you have to follow my rules. That's kind of the sort of attitude that they have
I do not owe them a smile or anything. And it just makes me upset. And you can go down, you can try to talk to people, but they just won't get it. At the end of the day, they just don't understand because they have family, they have people to go to and just makes me kind of p***** off. But again, thank you for saying those words, because now I'm really going to be on it
And the majority of people there have different stories. You know what I'm saying? I feel like God has you like Moses. God used Moses to free the Israelites out of slavery. And I feel like God is going to use you to free those people from all that the hurt and pain and everything that they're going through. But yes, be encouraged and be motivated
You know, I never really thought of anything like that. You know, I'm actually I've this is the first time where I've actually, like, picked up a Bible and read it, and I'm like, oh, my God, they're completely wrong about a lot of things that they're talking about. And the way that they're talking about these people, when they preach, sometimes they act as if everyone here comes from the same background
So to be completely honest, though, I don't really think that that's my job at the end of the day, because there are certain rules here. And some people are very like, yeah, the rules are great and blah, blah, blah, blah. But I don't think that that's really what I came here to do because not everyone wants to be saved. Some people think this is a place they don't agree with themselves
Good morning. Good morning. Good morning. Cd. Yeah, I'm I mean, I totally understand what you're saying, but well, just keep praying and you know something about what happened. Be blessed
Just don't give up. Keep going. You know, whatever you feel that God has you there for a reason or whatever you think is going on, just, just be patient. Just be patient. Be blessed
So you do need to find another place that will actually help you, and we'll give you that love that you need, and we'll give you that help in hand that you need. It will not make you feel beneath them. And I hope and pray that you would find a better place where you can be more comfortable at
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Thank you for that, KF. Marshall. Marshall. Sorry. Yeah, you're right. And you know, the thing about it, it is that they're actually, you know, so I don't know if race makes a difference, but they are white people. And we all know for a fact that the way white folks taught black folks during slavery, their way of how God is. And of course, of course, our people became brainwashed to their word
You need to be able to go to God in prayer. And if you're not there with him to have a relationship with him and his son, Jesus Christ, do so. Whereas things will start opening up for you, whereas you'll have a better understanding of why things are the way it is why people are the way they are. And you might be able to speak up with love and compassion and let these people know, this is not how God wants us to behave