He was not a good dad, but I didn't want them to think like that about him because at the end of the day, I didn't want them to grow up like that. And it just comes to happen that I'm the one that's brokenhearted now because she's telling me she wants to go with him. So it hurts and it makes me mad at the same time. I don't know why it's right for me to feel like this or not, but why?