So what happened was I kind of carried on with the plan and plan was on even though I was not feeling well and emotionally and men physically in both of the perspective and both of the context, I was not feeling and doing well. But I thought let me continue. It shouldn't be something that maybe I'll just change my mode or maybe I'll get better with time or maybe when it's time to go, I'll be just at ease and just would go happily or whatever
