And then when I actually became clear headed and I apologized and me and my wife kind of just apologized to each other about us yelling at each other, it was I kind of had a moment of clarity like, well, the only reason I'm acting like this is just because I'm really stressed out. Because it's like my mindset has just been stuck on only working lately, which would just be a frustration to anybody. It would kind of defeat it's a single man