Dont know if i can keep fighting
I'm now beginning to realize that I do not have the wherewithal to do this, because when things are going wrong around me and things are plaguing me, it's every time there is warfare in my life, like spiritual warfare. If I pray that Jesus changes anything to do anything, my marriage gets worse. It is very easy for my wife's emotions to get manipulated. And with me, I don't know
All right, so I don't know if maybe couple's counseling can be or couple's therapy can be a thing or if you guys tried it or not, but sometimes just even me personally, it's funny because I actually lived a lot of not necessarily like a marriage, but a lot of the things that you have going on, I've had and I still do have going on in my personal life. Like, it's a lot of stress at my job too as well
So with that one, with the response where I'm now responding to yours, I completely understand when it comes to distressing or to just force a change in life, which is kind of funny that you said that in response, being that I was talking to my brother when I was at the gym earlier and there was just some things that happened here at my house where I was getting so frustrated with things because I like to have a routine
