"…Please stop searching my eyes for that girl. You knew she doesn't live here anymore. Retreat beckoned her light into its darkness. Garden deep within, walled off for her safety. Somehow the rambles and loneliness. They hurt less contamination and cruelty. She's too fragile for the hate of this world. So she manifested the woman before you to protect the fragments of her fantasy where she's held in arms which seek to love her. And her sense of wonder is no longer a weakness.…"