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Rebecca Richardson
@RenGoblin · 0:32

Endless Oceans

Endless oceansion. There exists within me, an ocean tranquillity upon my surface, thoughts swimming in chaos below beauty terror everything and nothingness. My nightmares feasting and frenzy. But my dreams are so many abundance, breeding confusion rather than clarity. And I can't decide if the depth seek to welcome or consume me. Either way, drowning sounds appealing

#poetry #thoughts

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Caleb Paul
@tooshy · 4:31

@RenGoblin i really really love this occean analogy

And I can't decide if the devs seek to welcome me or confuse me. This is so beautiful. You see, there's a lot of beautiful Paris. This is like no points, and then you say something else. Either way, it's appealing. Wow. This is so beautiful and so sincere. At the same time. It's like there's this part of us. There's nothing to capture about human beings
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Rebecca Richardson
@RenGoblin · 3:13
So I have listened to all of your replies on all of my poetry and I'm so deeply touched by everything you have to say. I have severe social anxiety myself. I don't do very well with people or talking or really leaving my house very often. I'm kind of a broken person like that
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Caleb Paul
@tooshy · 4:28

@RenGoblin

So I understand you when you say, like you're writing your poems, your art, they feel like the only way you can really express to the world that there is still light and love and hope within you, a way to show the beauty that exists inside of you, the beautiful gardens of your soul and the Springs that exist inside your heart
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Caleb Paul
@tooshy · 4:30

@RenGoblin, (part 2)

I mean, all are fighting the same fight. We are all fine in the same fight. You and me are fine. The same fight. Just a little bit of twist. I wrote this sentence you created down, and I will carry it with me wherever I go. So every time I feel long, I can instantly restore it and read it so I feel less lonely. So thank you. You a million times again for your beautiful, warm and gentle. Meaningful words
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Caleb Paul
@tooshy · 4:40

@RenGoblin (part 3)

It's like your scars are like openings on the ground of the Earth. And then flowers are coming from them. It's like you turn a rain of dust into a rain of glitters. You twist your paint into beautiful poetry. You take a Caterpillar and you transform it into a beautiful butterfly. You take light and darkness and you make a rainbow out of them
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Rebecca Richardson
@RenGoblin · 4:28
I owe my being alive to words, to books and to writing for expression, but also for escape. I literally awards my life and my commitment and passion to them goes so deep, and it is so profound because it is the only way I know how to express myself. I try to make it unappealing, but I only have a 9th grade education. I never completed school. I didn't have that opportunity
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Caleb Paul
@tooshy · 4:59

@RenGoblin

I literally had goosebumps, you know, and I go back to that voice note every single day, many times throughout the day just to hear it. I mean, just to say it, that I should do some writing. Yeah. You are a heck of a talented writer. So it's like when you receive a compliment from one of your favorite authors, like your favorite authors. Yeah
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Caleb Paul
@tooshy · 4:58

@RenGoblin

And I listened to your story, like your life story about the reason why you started writing and the vital relationship, the vital and beautiful relationship that you share with writing and words and how much they mean everything to you and how they are. Your world, your ref future. And they represent a place of immersion, like a place you can tune out the world and like some kind of city that you can live in, some kind of home that you can live in
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Caleb Paul
@tooshy · 5:00

@RenGoblin

Like when you have had a very bad experience in your life and you carry it with you day after day after day after day, you feel like it becomes harder, like for real to be free from them. And do you often think about what happened to you or if you do like, do you feel like even today, like your pain still feels the same as the first moment after you experienced it? I mean, do you feel like everything happened just yesterday?
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Caleb Paul
@tooshy · 4:58

@RenGoblin (Part 4, all my sincere apologies for being soo long)

And all those perfect analogies that you use like to tell your story. I mean, they tell so much about your mind as a mind that can capture details and things that nobody else can or very, very few people can. And I can see that your brain is very sensitive to tiny info. It's like in the light, you see, like, I don't know how to express this. So I will come back to it later. Yeah
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Swell Team
@Swell · 0:15

Welcome to Swell!

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Rebecca Richardson
@RenGoblin · 2:45
It's your heart, it's your soul, and it's up to you to spill it. However, you'd like one of those things I actually tell myself sometimes when I'm like, do you really have any business picking up this pencil and trying to write? Do you really have any business speaking these words to a bunch of people that don't need to know everything or that don't necessarily need in? And then I remind myself, of course I freaking do
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Rich Geier
@Word · 0:59

Good delivery and composition!

Your delivery is really good and I don't really have any constructive criticism for you. I think it's done very well. And I look forward to listening to some of your stuff kudos to you
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