I'm not really somebody who speaks my mind in the moment where it matters most. I think of the best possible version of what I could have said several hours after whatever incident, and then I never end up saying it. So I don't want to do that anymore. I want to be an advocate for myself and I want to show up for myself. So hopefully I will do that more in 2021. That's what I aspire to do. My question for you is the same one