Part of it was because of some abusive relationships. I was in a very long term romantic relationship that was not entirely healthy, and I was involved in a business partnership with a narcissist, and there was some stuff in my family that I was also kind of running into for the first time. So it all was kind of the perfect storm of me losing me. And it's been nine years since my divorce. This year wait, this year is ten years? Well, happy deck of bursary