But one thing I realized is, after my dad died, he was my best friend. He knew everything about me. So do I have close friends? Yes. Probably a couple. Do I have someone I feel 100% that I can confide in? No. Not anymore. Actually, I had two. That was my ex, Deep, who totally destroyed my heart, and my dad, who died last year
Rocío (Ro) Christensen
@rocio · 1:55
And it's something that I've been working on for a long time because well, there was one time where it really came to a head where a couple of my really close friends at the time them, came up to me and they were like, it hurts us that you don't share yourself with us. And that was kind of sobering because I realized that me trying not to burden them was actually, in another roundabout way, was also causing them pain
Mark Francis Rahaman
@MarkR · 4:59
And they are my best friends, too, so I know what you mean. They know everything about me. But it's an interesting subject for me, because recently, last year was a tough year. There was a lot of death, there was a lot of people passing, and it was happening every few months. It started early in the year and then in the summer, and then again later on in the year and then the beginning of this year, and it left me feeling not great
Swell Team
@Swell · 0:15
Valerie
@GoldenNuggets · 5:00
And like, you around the past, around the time that my mom had passed, there was a group of ladies that I was hanging out with that they texted me and offer condolences and everything, but that was it. There was no follow up. A month later, a week later, two months later, hey, how are you doing? It was none of that